Days Difference

As the days turn into weeks You and I we hardly speak The flowers bloom in the month of June But that really doesn’t matter because I lost you I’m ready comes suddenly a love sick song for the symphony I write these words to catch you ear And I want to sing along for you my dear But you take it you forget I know I know losing it Cause you’re wasted on regret This time the moment that we met Get out of my head, radio song x2 Let’s pretend that this never happened I work to hard and I never sleep… But I’m incomplete Do you think I could say what I’m not on time? Cause I might sing along on a Friday night Also bound when I’m 54 a million words and a thousand scars But is it really worth it if you’re all alone Living in a mansion that’s an empty home But I’ll take it I’ll forget I know I know I’m losing it Cause you’re wasted on regret Get out of my head, radio song x4 We can’t fight We can’t win These words keep break my heart So can we just re start so wasted it… Get out of my head radio song x6 Let’s pretend this never happened

memutar waktu

seandainya aku bisa memutar waktu kebelakang...maka aku akan memutarnya kembali .......aku akan memutarnya ke masa dimana semua masih berkumpul dengan lengkap...ada reyza...ada ne aji...ada opung godang.....masa dimana semua masih berkumpul secara lengkap....masa dimana ....aku masih bisa berlari ke mereka ketika aku merasa sedih dan gundah.....masa dimana setiap malam aku masih menerima telpon dr opung godangqu..yang hanya menelepon untuk menanyakan apa yang aku makan td malam....dan hanya untuk bilang kalo dia mau tidur....masa dimana aku selalu cerita dan bermain sama reyza....masa dimana ne ajiqu memasakan semua makanan kesukaanku...dan masa dimana aku...kaka...reyza..dan rafli main kartu ber4 dan yang kalah mukanya akan dicoret pake lipstik mama....masa dimana semua terasa tenang ketika berada di tengah opung godangqu dan ne ajiqu....walaupun sebesar apapun masalahnya...tp ketika berada di tengah mereka, semua terasa tenang .....

opung odang dan ne ajiqu adalah kake dan nene terhebat yang aku punya.....aku masih inget dulu mereka selalu menjemputqu pulang sekolah dr aku SD sampai aku Kuliah.......dan setiap hr minggu kita selalu pergi untuk jalan2x......bahkan orang yang paling seneng waktu aku lulu S1 adalah mereka...mereka bilang "nanti cucuqu bakal kaya elsa syarif...jadi pengacara and masuk tv......Ya ALLAH aku kangen mereka.......aku kangen masa2x dimana mereka ada.....knapa kau terlalu cepat mengambil mereka ya ALLAH...aku tau semua itu adalah kehendaqmu dan aku tau merekapun sudah bahagia di alam sana....tp hari ini entah mengapa aku merindukan mereka...aku rindu ne ajiqu...opung godangqu...dan rezaqu 

Seandainya waktu dapat diputar hanya untuk hari ini saja.....aku hanya mau bilang...Ne Aji...Opung Godang...Abang.....Aku Sayang Kalian Semua.....Dan Tuhan Berikanlah Mereka Tempat Terbaik Di SurgaMu......Amin.....

 
missing u so much...wish u were here now......i wanna hug u tight......

My Grandpa.....missing him so badly......

....... A Friend....

(A)ccepts you as you are(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

Friendship

Have you ever found a friend who makes your heart glow?
Someone who is wonderful, who you're honored to know,
Someone to laugh with, and sometimes to cry,
Someone who loves you when you don't know why.


Someone who just seems to understand you,
Someone who you love no matter what they do,
Someone who you think of day and night,
Someone who shows up when the time is just right.

Someone who shares all your ups and downs,
Someone you smile with, replacing your frowns,
Someone who appears whenever there is a need,
Surely you must know, God planted that seed.

These seeds God has planted here on earth
Cannot be measured by earthly worth.
They were planted deeply in your friend's heart,
By God's love placed here from the start.

Value those friendships, honor their decisions,
Never try to make their dreams your revisions,
Respect their feelings, never make demands,
Hold their love tightly in your hands.

Never be angry if you don't talk to them each day,
For a heart can be loving even from far away.
Trust in friendship, send a piece of your heart,
This is how friendship was intended from the start.

Hold their memory in your heart and mind,
Continue to love them all the time,
See them for what they really are -
True friends are Angels sent by God from afar!